'What the fuck have i done' i said 'nothing' i said back 'what? 'its nothing' i said back 'how can i say that? i said, 'look at me' 'precisely, look at me' 'but its terrible' 'no its not, i want it to be though' 'why would i want that?' i asked 'i dont know' i answered, 'attention?' 'why would i want attention for this?' i said 'ask yourself' i said 'i am' i said 'i should tell someone' 'no' i said 'unless you do want the attention' 'but i should' i said 'go ahead' 'i cant' i said, 'they wont listen' 'i dont deserve to be listened to' i said 'but i need help' i said 'no i dont' 'i do, im a mess' 'im not' i said 'im fine, its not a problem' 'would a fine person do this?' i said 'do what?' i said 'like i said, its nothing' 'but...' 'its nothing' i said 'it means nothing, it was haarmless and i just want attention' 'but how?' i said 'no-one knows' 'lets keep it that way eh?' 'no' 'fine then, whatever' 'i just wanted to know' i said 'how far i could go' i said 'yeah' i said 'i never did have a reason did i' i said. :~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~ 135 days, 0 hours, 3 minutes and 39 seconds Or 11664219 seconds or 194403 minutes or 3240 hours and so many nights now, i find myself thinking about you now :)