blah. stupid bloody siy. he only said hello n how r u. goddamn him. i had really started to forget about him, get over anything there was, yeah i thought about him but nowere near as much as i had b4. n now he is back, right at the front of my thoughts, again i cant stop bloody thinking about him. god wot is my fucking problem, i no he is a loser and i really do hate him, but i still want 2 talk 2 him, i still want his name to appear on the 'online' list. maybe talking 2 him would help. but he probably wont talk 2 me ever again now, im probably blocked again cos he feels like fucking around. grrrrr. wel at least its friday. thats al the good comments i can make susie xHUGx