:D i just got a call from sam. :D god i'm such a looser, but i dont care. he wasnt even really calling 2 talk 2 me, he wanted 2 know what was happening after the baptisms on sunday, but i dont care. he called me not ami, and we did talk about other stuff. and it made me happy just 2 hear his voice. i'm so cheesy but i dont care i spoke 2 sam :) hes goin 2 yp this week, and so am i. so in either 2 days or 4 days, depending on which day he goes, i will see him. and taht makes me even happier, cos i'l get a hug :D went 2 a bouncy castle party yesterday, rather funky. much much fun. oh my days ben is a looser. i dont even feel the need 2 explain, he has great issues which have lead to great confusion, and for hat he should be poked repetitively with a very sharp pointy stick. right where it hurts. bah, back 2 skl on tuesday. i am not amused by that. this holiday has been far too short, every day the moment where i have 2 actually do some damn work has bin getting nearer and nearer, tis quite a scary prospect. doing hw, paying attention. revising for tests. waah. ah well. i'l see sam. thatl make it all better. even tho we wont be going out. il still c him. and that makes me very very happy.