Why is nothing happening? Why is everything still the same dammit? ive tried. ive cried. what more do you fucking want? ive made commitments and ive tried to stick to them, how comes nothing, nothing is happening? Who do you want me to talk to? what do i have to do to make you happy. c'mon, please, i cant do this by myself. but by the looks of things im gonna bloody have to. what do i have top give up? what do i have to stop? seriously im fucking trying. here i am you can see me you can see how im trying why are you ignoring me? please? so i'm listening to this. ive thought about this before this is what you want me to feel and i think it is is it? anyway here i am on the fucking www im making a bloody commitment infront of more people than i ever fucking have but i suppose that means fuck all. cos she made a commitment what difference has that made how can i hate her? nevermind i know. ok, so here i am you can see this you can hear my thoughts you know more about what im thinking than i do. and i am making a complete arse of myself for you im giving it all up im screaming here, c'mon what do you want from me? this is getting too hard for me now i cant do this every bloody day i cant keep praying harder and harder and crying more and more i know if i say this is the last time it will just be a lie and i know that we can both see im not being 100% here but im trying just to see if this is what you want im trying so here i go im praying these words please I can't run anymore, I fall before you, Here I am, I have nothing left, Though I've tried to forget, You're all that I am, Take me home, I'm through fighting it, Broken, Lifeless, I give up, You're my only strength, Without you, I can't go on, Anymore, Ever again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. I can't run anymore, I give myself to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, In all my bitterness, I ignored, All that's real and true, All I need is you, When night falls on me, I'll not close my eyes, I'm too alive, And you're too strong, I can't lie anymore, I fall down before you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. Constantly ignoring, The pain consuming me, But this time it's cut too deep, I'll never stray again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love, My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love.