I just called A freind of mine to see how she was doing and was told to never call agian, I am confused at what was happening. I was told by her father that he did not wish for me to call again because of my spreading of hate and discontent. I have no clue what is going on. Everyting seemed okay on the 11th. We talked and we hung out for a while then I went to a friends and then this. I dont know what to think. I just hope I am not being accused of doing something that I am in no way connected with. If that is the case then I will never be able to talk to her again. If that fear is true that would mean she has no more trust in me then an enemy. I cannot forgive that. But it hopefully is only a fear. I need to know what is going on but have no way of knowing what is going on till later. This is driving me insane. I dont know whats going on, I don't know what has happened. I dont even know if its her dad just being the normal ass that he is. Since i have no repect for him as it is for his previous behaviors that would not suprise me. I guess I will just have to find out. I am mixed between anger and sorrow, I may of just lost a friend that I hoped to have of been freinds with for a very long time to come. I just don't know. I hope I am just overreacting right now, but the rift that was formed with us may very well of been to much to heal. I guess that is the price for past mistaked between the both of us. I dont know any more. All I can do is wait. That being one of the hardest things of all to do. I will see. I just have to make it one more hour. Before then all I can do is wait