A new year is about to begin. A time of celebration of what has been accomplished is about to happen through out this dieing country. We will all drink and be merry as we try to forget what has happened throughout the previous year. Hearts will be mended and more will be broken. As the we pass into the next year we mark ourselves to be better then quickly forget to try. Every year we build up our hope and we are let down. Its sad but that us the reality of our society. We build up false pretenses of what we wish we are forgetting to be content with what we are. Tonight i too will join the masses in revelry but i no longer hold to the false atempt t better myself. If i am to improve i will imporove if i am to decayu then i will remian as i am. I am tired of trying to perfect myself. So tonight as i throw back one to many beers and do the things i will regret in the days to follow. I will not promise my self to improve...i will not promise myself to change i will merely accept me for what i am. I will remina tired and weak. I remain lonely and cold. But atleast i will remina truthful to myself. So raise ur glasses and celebrate as it tomoorow was the end. Tonight forget about being better try and accept that we will not change just becasue a number is added to our calendar year. Enjoy life and be safe. Never forget how precious the little thigs in life are and always remember to be free. Happy nw year everyone.