i feel empty tonight. Longing for something that i can quite grasp, feeling something that i dont understand that seems to be killing my soul. I feel like there is a void inside of me full of lonliness and despair that i cant fill with any amount of positive energy. I am missing something i dont know what is and longing for something that doesnt exist or i cant just quite grasp. I have been having alot of vivid dreams lately and known of them are to good. I feel like something is coming that i cant quiet grasp or understand, something that is by no means good. It odd how i can feel so much energy swirling through me but that very core seems forgotten and empty. Blah my heart is aching for something i dont know what is and i think its going to drive me crazy.