Well i have finally after 7 months of struggl;ing with my bills...got one out of three big ones paided off. YAY!!!! THat means i can start paying down on the rest. And maybe if I am licky in 10 months of hard work and sacrifice. I wil be able to actually get out of debt and be free of the plastic devil. Now i need to get a car. So i can travel out a little farther and get a job that doesn't pay shit. Thats the next proitority. I think i am going to join a union as soon as I can get a car to get me there. Which is my next goal. I figure hey, make good money doing hard work and start to live a little. Or continue to struggle endlessly. Hopefully get the money for school and then maybe get a job that pays a descent amount of money. I figure that with a union job atleat i wil have work unless they go on strike. But if I join the carpenters union atleast i will have a large supply of jobs for me to do. So thats the current idea. atleast for now. I just want to move on with my life. I am tired of this debted hell. Paying every penny that I have towards some stupid bills that doubled on me when i lost my job for 4 months. that kinda shit should be illegal. But it isnt. Si what to do. Well any way enough rantings fo rnow. I need a better job so I can amke some money vs kinda make some money when my stupid cheap ass boss doesnt send me home and cut all my hours. But hey what can one ask for in a bush economey.