As you seem to feel it is nessacary to do, rebuild the past. I will not stop you I will not get in your way. I no longer care about the whole any longer. I only have the space for myself right now. I will not join you, not because you don't have a reason for what you do. But because it is no longer of possible for me to care. I no longer wish to have anything to do with you and ur lies. You would have me punished you would challenge me. Very well I relent. I no longer care enough to fight. I just want to get on with my life and make something of myself. This game has grown old for me. I no longer wish to associate with any one that causes me pain. I have had enough of that in the last few years. I have to rebuild myself and my purpose. Some of the lies you have spread will take some time to be made right and may very well put me in some seroius danger. Hopefully by confronting it head on I wll be able to fix them. But i will see. You have betrayed me too many times for me to care. You are lost to be. Please just leave me alone. I no longer wish to even have to know of your existance. Or you fate. Leave me be and I will dissapear into the wind. Find me and I will give you what u seek. I dont want confrontaion anger or voilence. I just want to be left alone I peace. I have no more control...i loet it all drift away. I guide no ones fate. I just don't care any more. Go to hell and leave me alone.