well my new job works. I work alit of hours and all and by that ideal i get paid shitty. But hey i beats working 60 hours a week at a fast food job just to make enough to live. Its enough to match my general cost of living and it will allow me to get back into school. So its good. Teh long nights go by quickly enough and being up all night on my days off, while lonely is tolerable. but hey its the price i pay. Seeing as how most people dont wake up at 4 in the after noon and stay up till nine in the morning i kinda expected it. It does help me sleep better so atleast when im awake im not tired all the time. Damn curse of a day sleeping pattern being genetically enforced into my chemical body functions. But hey its what i got so atleast im getting to have that again. On another note, kelly is most likely getting back into school here real soon. While thats great for her and I am happy for her, it leaves me with a sinking feeling that im not liking. Its just that with her working full time and going to school in the evenings on top of her renfest responsiblities and all, i dont think that we will ever be able to see each other. I mean with her only real free days being after work on Saturdays and sundays. That is atleast until renfest starts, I will not be able to see her at all. Being that my job gets in the way of me seeing her on those days. I cant quit my job for a relationship thats just stupid. So im left with the reality check that I may very well not be able to see her at all. That sucks alot. Then again it would only really be until the fair season is over but thats not for a long time yet. Ill talk tp her about it tommorrow. hell she'll probably read this post before i get the chance to call her. Maybe not though. We will see