Today is a very creative day for me. My mind is filled with new ideas and new paths open up before me. I have cleaned up the clutter and have finally storeed up all the knowledge and memories I have collected over the last few weeks. Spent about three hours meditating and I am finally back into focus. Didn't go job hunting. It was raining violenty and the thunder was shaking the house. Nothing quiet like a dangerously powerful thunderstorm right over the house. I am glad that I am getting a bit of my artistic spirit back. I thought I had lost it for a bit. Everythings is looking up. I am glad. The mundanity of life was starting to get a little overwhelming. Its nice to know that the only drama is you grabbed a boob or someting while drunk. Not that I did that as far as I know. Every thing is regaining focus and I am ready to step out and get this path of mine moving forward. I am tired of sitting and waiting. Its time to make my own way and its well beyond the time that I should of started. ITs funny how a night or two of drinking can make all the difference in the end. Really helps me relax. Oh yeah. Indigo, I know, drink watrer and its all good. I wwas really just plain silly stupid when I wrote the last entree. I mean, really silly stupid. I drink plenty of water and don't actually gert hangovers, I was just mad at the beer for giving people hangovers, like I said silly drunk. Woot another day an di am still alive. TIme to draw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!