i thought about being angry today, but I filled up that emptyness inside with some deep soul searching. Still dont know why i felt so empty the other day. Went to denny's just a few minutes ago and didnt eat anything. Yay for me. Though i might go crazy on this diet thing. But hey you got to do what u got to do. bored out my mind right now. Nothing really to do. But atleast I am all clear on the emotional level. Need to find something to do before i go nuts though. friday night gonna go hang out with my freind jon's dad and play some golf vidoe game and drink alot. Its fun to do. Kinda weird hanging out with people that are my parent age though. could log on to FFXI but i just dont feel like sitting infromt of a monitor for hours on end. Blah and more blah so much energy and nothing to do. Well time to go and try to find something to do