one of things I read on a diary that made me angry was when a freind of mine, whom I am not on good terms with right now for various reasons. Wished that Another freind of mine that is visiting for the holidays would get in a car accident and die when driving back. The creepy part is I just find out that he did get in a car accident, but didnt die. Guess the wish almost came true. Hmmm just want to write this bit down so I dont forget it. Fate has a way of making tings come true. Just glad it didnt he didnt die. Thats a good thing. Well didnt go to my grandma's which is sad cause i wanted too. But I have been fighting a conveinent christmas cold and I felt terrible when it was time to go. So i didnt. Called my grams up later when the drugs made the cold bareable and talked to her for about an hour. It was nice. I miss seeing her but life seems to make it hard to go and visit. next time I go up there though I am going to talk to my grandpa and see if he is willing to let me have the old 22 long rifle that he has. I really like to target shoot and I never get to go cause I have never had the money to buy a rifle. But if he is willing to give it to me I can finally go and do some shooting. My grandma said it shouldnt be a problem since he cant use it any more due to his health problems. It would definantly be nice to have though. Target shooting is something I have missed over the years. on other more nerdy news I will be able to get my FFXI account reactivated real soon. That will be fun since thats another activity that I have been missing. Other then that Im just trying to make it till I find another job. Getting back on the eating healthy and good diet that I have been on the last month again after the holidays and start working out again. But that seems to be the haed part to get motivated on. So lazy when it comes to running and excersise and such. Oh well got to do it if i want to live long enough to be in diapers again hehe.