man... today i was suppose to go over to alyssas house so we cud work on our biology project... but noooooooo she has to work @ 4 not 7, and her parentals r leaving so nobody can b over!!! that is gay - and this project is worth 50 pts. and i need the 50 pts... yah my grades rnt the best right now... yes yes... 20 days till xmas!!!!!!! idk wut i want 4 xmas either... i dont like it ppl buy me stuff b/c it makes me feel worse wen i didnt think of getting them anything, or its too expensive - like ricky got me a bracelet that was 70$!!! its very very pretty, but he didnt have to spend that much on me... yah and i slept over @ sammis house last night n i had to wake up @ 9 so i cud get dropped off @ home - which was useless, b/c i ended not going to where i was suppose to b going... ahhhhhh today is going to b SO BORING - it makes me want to go back to bed... AND my effing cable isnt working on my tv so i cant watch that! im stuck watching old tim mcgraw concerts wit my mom!! I HATE COUNTRY! ewwww AND!! im hungry and we have NO food! how much worse can today get??? uhhh my tummy hurts now b/c of... o nvm - i need to go lay down somewhere... Buh Bi now!!