i really dont feel like talking today... idk y but i just dont. last night i was kind of pissed and sad and omg - but idk y i was that either... yesterday @ school i wrote something on my backpack and my good buddy alyssa didnt like it so she got mad @ me - n yeah it was about her - but she was screaming it down the hall about me so w/e - i didnt think she wud get mad but w/e makes her happy i guess. u kno wut? i realized that i am always like ok w/e makes u happy... to like everyone! and do u kno wut i get in return? o cuz i dont and i wud really like to kno so if u kno tell me plz... i am allllllllwwwwwayyyyyssss (and i cant stress that enuf) like that and i am sick of not getting anything - i wud help someone wit something n then id b like, hey can u - and right away they wud b like o no sry i cant... thats bull shit. god life sucks... but like linkin park says "in the end it doenst even matter" i guess theyre right... well today has been boring so far and im sure something will happen next hour thats interesting again - but until i get home u wont kno about it. and yeah i have nothing else to say here so im out - .::PeAcE::. ok me b home and no nothing happened in biology, or health, o wait except 4 a diff. brennan who i spit water @ the other day, hes saying that he likes it wen i get him wet.... (god these ppl r freaks) -lol- on friday i think it was... anywho, i put water on brennans chair and he sat in it and didnt even kno he did - my face was so red i cud not stop lafing and i was like crying... yeah... needless to say i am in a better mood than b4 in study hall -lol- but i still dont have anything to write about... well i had to read 8 chapters and it took me fucking 4 hours to finish - not cool - those chapters r sooooooooooooooooo long tho... but it prooly wudnt have been so long if i wud have read the 1st 4 chapters assigned to us on monday... o well. yeah i think im done .::PeAcE::. (again)