:(( ricky came home today (thats a good thing) and he called (another good thing) but we wanted to hang out n i cudnt cuz my mother wudnt pick me up from his house (bad) and its been wut possibly 2 or 3 weeks since ive seen him? (extremely bad) OMG I CAN NOT WAIT UNTIL APRIL!!! my parents wont do anything 4 me i hate them.. so then until april i wont b able to drive myself around *sighs* grrrrr well the good thing is that i finished my room - but after i put the stuff on that makes it glow, i looked @ it under the black light and it had marks all over the place from the roller, and not on the pink, blue n green splatters - so thats all fucked up like everything else... n yesterday i wanted to sleep pver @ fishez house - but nooooo my mom wudnt take me out there either. so yeah this weekend was a drag... but i cant wait until break - cuz then mabe i can hang wit ricky n everyone else someplace... like mabe gymtastics - ooo i shud get a bunch of peeps to go on friday - o shit - nvm friday is xmas eve aint it... damnit - ummmm ok then nvm scratch that idea - well mabe i can get peeps to go to a movie on monday? o idk ill think of something..... anywho - u kno wuts a funny phrase?? "man i have to race like a pee-horse" hehe well its kind of funny but its kind of cheesy too -lol- uhhh o yay today my dad is coming out and hopefully giving me my $, then i can finally get gifts 4 my peeps and buy the pair of pants that i think r awesome (fishez knos wut im talking about) they r like perfect tho - they look so good on me.... yeah n my mom wants to go to toys r' us (which is in brookfield OVER BY BROOKFIELD SQUARE BABY) so then i can go to Hot Topic n Spencers n get some stuff there (hehehe) so yeah its all good for now until school tomorrow... grrrrrr... i hate school. i wish i were @ OHS cuz then i cud c ricky everyday n not b sad like i am now... but i have to look on the bright side - atleast hes mine again and im not stuck w/out anyone.. n if i had to choose to go out wit him n not c him all the time or go out wit some crack head from my school, i wud definatly go wit ricky! ahh so yeah thats how my weekend went so far.... hows did u peeps go?? gtg *-* .::PeAcE::. *-*