well.. im at a crack head party for my step dads birthday. very boring. theres a lot of food and ive been prepairing it ALL day since 10:30 this morning, till now, 6:02. i am tired. i slept over at ashleys house last night because she had her party for her birthday - which is the same day as my step dads. her party was way better than this one. but the only good part about today is that one of my mom and step dads friends is going to a CKY concert later this summer and i get to go with! the last one that they had at the rave, i couldnt go to because my friends bothers band got cancelled because they were re-modeling the stage they were going to play on. but now i know i am going. im thinking of bringing ricky too, but idk if he'll let me take a friend or not. i cant wait. were listening music right now. its country. its fucking disgusting. it makes me want to die. anywho, ashleys party was kick ass.. i got to see ricky again. i havent seen him in like forever it seems. also, we watched CKY trilogy round one and two, and steve-o the early years. i liked the CKY movies, but the steve-o one didnt show him doing a lot of stupid shit. but its ok. we were going to watch feardotcom, but it was skipping half way through and we never finished it. i didnt think it was all that good anyways. and i was tired so i didnt care lol then, this guy who came back from iraq (hes 20) had some fireworks and lit them off. so were mannys neighbors. the police came. LEAH, opened her big mouth and ratted out the other ppl. but it was all ok in the end because the ppl knew the cops. and ricky, omg, got this one 10 yr old kid in trubble because he was bugging us and wouldnt leave us alone. ricky told his parents that he was saying that his gf was touching his dick. and those are his exact words. needless to say, the kid didnt look very happy wen he rode by on his bike. it was friggen hilarious. ahhh yeah. my day/night was fun. i want to do it again. OOOOOOOOOO and i got to wear a pair of rickys hot topic shorts. im going to wear them to school and scare the shit out of some ppl. that ought to be interesting. cuz then i think the hot topic kids there already will say something to me. thats fine, but i wont be listening. so fuck them. welllllllllll... i must be going now. but i will write later!