P.P.S HAPPY 6 MONTHS RICKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LUV U LOTS AND HOPE TO C U SOON!!!! or talk to u atleast... I LOVE YOU! :* god i am so fucking hot.. hotter than the hottest person can be... i am sweating like a mother fucker. i hate gym... especially my teacher cuz he actually makes me do something too and it sucks ASS! so i HAVE to play floor hockey. eh. well today was ok. rickys track meet is today @ my school. ill prolly go. idk if it costs anything. it might but who knos... my schools money hungry and were like way behind in debt supposedly lol. someone came up to me today and asked me how i can b so happy all the time. i told her that i am not happy all the time. somedays i can get the farthest thing from happy... i never use to b all depressed and jumping into emo modes before. i think this started happening in like 8th grade, when i met new people and moved out of oconomowoc. im not saying its anyones fault, its just complicated for me to explain it. almost like it cant be explained, u just have to experience it for yourself. so on a different note, ricky was all mad yesterday... who knos wut about.. he wasnt @ his computer so i didnt get to talk to him at all :( ... so hopefully he left me an offline or something cuz idk wut time his meet is @... nothing new @ school today.. yesterday was my big brother's (tony, hes a junior) birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U TONY!!!! yah hes 17... hes really cool. well i gots to go so i will talk to u peeps l8r!! .::PeAcE::. OK OMG THERES A KID NEXT TO ME WHOS LOOKING UP NAKED CHICKS ON GOOGLE. OMG OMG OMG OMG DISGUSTING!!! I THINK HE NEEDS A TIME OUT.