idk what to think anymore... he says he doesnt like her, and acts like he likes me, but when hes around other people, he doesnt even acknowledge me. i dont get it. everyone tells me (still) thats how he is but i just wish for once that i could hear something from him and not from other people. its amazingly retarded how i feel right now. i just dont know what to do. well 2 days ago i went to johnsons creek to go trick or treating at the outlet mall and around johnsons creek... he was there with roman, derka derka, me, his cuzin, his cuzins gf and his sis... and he acted like i wanted him too, with smiles when he looked at me and hugs and apologies for not going to my party. and when he thought i looked sad he put his arm around me and asked me what was wrong. just looking at me was the best tho, cuz at least he did look at me. but now its different. afterwards, we went to the skate park and holly was texting him, begging for him back and he was saying a bunch of mean shit.. but today at school he gave her a hug. it was pretty funny today cuz i licked his face. i told him i was going to, but i guess he didnt believe me lol.. it was perfect too.. i acted like i was going to give him a hug and he didnt even see it coming... aahhh... i wish i had more happy times like that with him but hes just not opening up to me about anything. i have a feeling that the schleef-meister likes me now too.. hes been asking me to the movies a lot.. then these kids from oconomowoc, jake and chris, i know jake likes me but idk about chris, chris keeps asking me what im doing after school and if i want to hang out. then theres josh, josh is a little obsessed. zack gench and kyle frey, and the list goes on. but seriously, i hate it how they like me so easily. so, now that i am finally finished complaining about him and other guys, how is everyone else doin? some boys suck balls.