haha wow.. i absolutely love my got milf shirt. its the shit. so yeah, lately life has been living hell. becky n josh broke up and everyone seems to be taking it out on me n ash, cuz they think its our fault. w/e. i told them we're only friends and i dont like him like that, neither does ashley. ashley has a fucking boyfriend. and ppl are saying that i did shit with him too, i didnt. and he bought ashy, me, zack and himself a shirt. wow. they were buy one get one free. ashy got a pair of pants that were on sale. i got a poster that i didnt even ask for. jesus christ! get over it! we went to the mall AS FRIENDS and nothing happened! idk.. and i talked to becky last night and she said she broke up with him not just cuz of those reasons, but cuz he lied to her again... idk what he lied to her about but w/e. then... ashys shirt has 2 chicks with a guy in the middle and it says me, you, your friend and i guess josh said at lunch yesterday that he wanted to be the guy in the middle with me and ashley around him... but from what i hear also, he wasnt even there... this has gotten out of hand and idk what to do. ashley i feel like were trapped in a corner with everyone surrounding us. i bet josh does too.. idk.. he wasnt at school today and im kind of worried, cuz after becky dumped him again he called up crying and said he wanted to die... oh and so what if he calls and we talk, were friends, friends do that! i mean honestly, does anyone out there whos reading that think that its a problem if someones boyfriend calls one of his friends that just happens to be a girl? roman still calls me, and hes going out with brianna! also, becky shud know me and know that i wudnt do anything at all to harm or ruin her and josh. i knew that she loved him a lot and i know josh still does... i wudnt do that to any one of my friends. that shit isnt cool. i fucking hate watertown and i just want to leave. now.