ahhhhhh... i didnt really do anything yesterday except sit @ home and watch tv in my pajamas. i called a cupple ppl, but did talk very long. my parents went shopping yesterday and as u kno i got the least amount of stuff b/c my mom is stubborn and doesnt like to get me wut i fucking want, so she has a hard time finding stuff. i tell her to get me gift cards - but nooooooooo she doesnt want to go to the store, then buy the gift card, and then have to take me back to the store... *rolls eyes* GET OVER IT! my god, just because of that i dont want anything from my parents. to me they are selfish, ignorant, and idiotic low lifes who cant do anything right for once. i might as well been raised by a bunch of retards... they r prolly smarter than my parents r... c my mom wudnt b as bad if she didnt have this jackass for a husband who doesnt let her do wut she wants. my mom wud b like the most laid back person in the world and she wud do and get w/e i wanted... i think its totally unfair tho, my sis got like 15 things and my bro got like 20 things and i got like 5 - actually no more like 2 b/c we each have our own rapping paper, and i only c 2 of my type of paper. i dont even see y i make a list for her if she doesnt even get me anything on it! i may sound selfish to some of you, and your prolly right cuz i shudnt b complaining... there are some ppl out there who dont get shit. im sry but she always does this. all the time - and i hate it. if i want something i have to go out and buy it wit my ouwn $ and then half the time i dont even get all the stuff i need b/c i dont have enuf $. well merry fucking christmas to you too mom -