eh.... rickys leaving in like 9 hours to go to flordia and it sucks.. i dont want him to go for some reason, even tho i kno ill b able to c him again and its not like hes staying there forever. cuz if he was id just diiiiiie. i just dont want him to leave tho. im not like worried that hed do anything cuz i kno that he wont, but idk. its just weird. i have this bad feeling. well its not as bad as that sounds but its still bad cuz im up here and hes down there. dammit. hmmm. tomorrow we get to act out our scene from romeo and juliet... o wut fun. im going to freeze in front of everyone. it will suck. ill forget my lines and blah. not cool. all i say is "whats all that racket", "whats wrong", "OMG my only true love is dead, help b4 i lay beside her", "SHES DEAD", "such sad time we waste", and "her body lay so cold that i feel the chill with hate and confusion". i mean it really cant b that hard but i kno ill forget something. either that or ill be thinking of ricky and then just not pay attention wen i need to. blah again. blah to all u effing blahers. :p well.. i better b going now cuz im kind of tired and if ricky wud ever get his ass back here so i can say good bye (on yahoo lol) TTFN!! ta ta for now! omg that reminds me of tigger!! OOO tiggers soooo awesome! lol well .::PeAcE::.