distracted... yeah i can say i am that a little... well yesterday was rickys and mine 4 month anniversary... yay. the dance that i went to @ OHS was yesterday also... the reason i didnt tell about it on here was bcuz it was a surprise to all of my friends there. i got lots of hugs. i met darius (my friend kt likes him A LOT) hes pretty cool... i met cataebob... shes cool too. i have issues. lol i am really not myself today and idky, im just like depressed and sad and wut-not. its really weird tho. ricky wasnt really acting himself either. mabe thats y im freaking cuz he wasnt really by me a lot last night and yeah. idk dont listen to me like i said im not myself so i have no clue wut im saying. well i do have this big ass headache and i think i am going to lay down... peace