yea i'm kinda tired today seeing as i couldn't sleep last night. i came downstairs and was like on the computer and like 3 in the morning and talked to mike. that was pretty fun. i know i can always talk to him when something is going on. last night we all went to see dodgeball and it was really funny. plus everyone was there, like lilia and haley and they don't usually do stuff with us, so i was really glad they came. i didn't like that kid who sat behind me though. he called me 4 eyes. oh well. so yea then after i said goodbye to everyone and kristen like hugged the air out of me cass drove me home. he told me how upset kristen is and i feel really bad. i guess before i was just being selfish and thought that if they were together they would be happy together and all of us would be on the outside looking in u know? and i guess i just sorta was being selfish and wanted them both to myself i dunno. but kristen is really upset so i need to talk to her. i never really meant to be mean to her about it... so then when we got to my house we saw that the hodges were painting (at like 11!) and we went to visit them. we stayed for awhile and ann showed me the whole house. yea and then we were outside and my mom came outside to water her plants or something and cass told me to say hi to her so i did and she told me to come right home. when i went home she was really mad at me because she said she was worried. i did tell her the movie was gonna be over at like 10:30 but i didn't get home till 11:30. she just said she was really worried about me since she had no idea where i was. but how come parents always like yell at you because they're worried or whatever? it made me sad and i guess i should've just come home and asked her if i could go over to their house. not that u guys care about any of this anyways. but last night i was thinking about how everything always gets messed up when you try to get into everyones business. like everything was fine w/ all my friends and everything until we all started caring that cass and kristen dated each other. i don't even know why i cared now that i think about it but i did and some people still do and it's getting really annoying. it's like that's all we talk about whenever we see each other and it sorta depresses me to talk about it. so pretty much i'm really glad to be going to camp for 2 weeks cuz i'll like have a break from all this and when i come back maybe everyone will be back to normal.