yea um today i did like nothing except get up wayyyy to early for church and then go visit my grandparents. then i had to say no to james again when he wanted to go running and i feel soooooo bad. oo becca called me today and i was so excited! she just left a message though so i gotta remember to call her back. tommorow i have to stay home like the whole day b/c my mom said she's sick of driving me around, so it would be awesome if someone called me... (hint hint). oh yea and i'm starting swimming lessons again tommorow super early. i'm actually really excited. and yes i do know how to swim thanks but i think my mom just wanted me to be un-lazy and i dont blame her. so heres an awesome song... sometimes its embarassing to talk to you to hold a converstation with the only on ewho sees right through this version of myself i try to hide behind i'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified and sometimes i'm so thankful for you rloyalty your love regardless of the mistakes i made will spopil me my confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me and i'm satisfied to realize you're all i'll ever need [chorus] you looked into my life and never stopped and you're thinking all my thoughts are so simple but so beautiful and you recite my words right back to me before i even speak you let me know, i am understood and sometimes i spend my time just trying to escape i work so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to create space cause i want distance from the utmost important thing i know i see your love, then turn my back, and beg for you to go [chorus] you're the only one who understands completely you're the only one who knows me yet still loves completely and sometimes the place i'm at is at a loss for words if i think of something worthy, i know that it's already yours and throught the times i've faded and you've outlined me again you've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then the noise has broken my defense let me embrace salvation your voice has broken my defense let me embrace salvation its called "i am understood" by relient k. the end.