sectionals were ok. i didn't jump very well and i was upset. but i made the most out of the rest of the day and had tons of fun w/ leen been and jax and o'hairy and k.squillz! so pretty much, that made my day. then i slept over at kellys after we got home from e-hots at like 3 am. then (later) today we went prom dress shopping! and i found this gorgeous dress and i like it a lot! but it's sorta on hold till we talk to my dad about it. then i had a retarded concert tonight. i decided i don't like playing the cello anymore. and i have decided 2 more things today: 1) i hate being the "second best" or the "back up" person more than anything else in the whole world. sorry i'll never be good enough for you. and 2) all boys, no matter how much they say they like a girl's heart or personality, end up thinking with their crotch anyways. so girls, be very careful when it comes to boys. and boys, if any of you don't have this trait, come visit me, cuz i have yet to meet a guy like you.