last night me and kels and kel and kris and hay and james (u definitely need a nickname!) and cass went to the firemans carnival and that was pretty fun. we went on the ferris wheel which is sadly the best ride there. so there were a lot of messed up ppl there and everyone was like getting kicked out and stuff. good times. yea i was thinking today about how i'm more used to camp than here. when i saw my family and got home it was wierd to not be surrounded by my cabin and be constantly doing something. it's almost wrong being here and just sitting around. and at the carnival it was like a slap in the face of the real world and i didn't really like it. but i guess i'm glad to be home b/c i really missed everyone. it just seems so different here than i remember it. i dunno it's wierd. i lost a lot of weight at camp but today at lani's grad party me and jaci ate for 3 hours straight so i might have gained it all back. yea i'm gonna go.