the past couple days have been insane. a lot of its been bad, but its so good now. i let someone like get to me when i shouldn't have, and now i wasted like 5 days. so i decided to just go on w/ my life and never get that upset about something again. so much good came out of all the crap, like i found out stuff about people that i don't think i would've found out any other way. and i found out whos really a good friend to me, which is always a plus. most of all i learned to depend on God more, cuz i know that w/e i'm going through he cares and he loves me more than anything. so then i was thinking how lucky i am that even tho i went through all this, is taught me to never let anyone else control my feelings ever again. even though i still don't know everything thats going on, its all out of my hands and into Gods now so i don't have to stress anymore. :-D and also this weekends been really fun so far. i'm really glad i have awesome friends who are there for me always. ilu all u know who u are. muah! ~bri