so schools going better, i was super stressed out last night cuz i had to do this 4 page thing for english and i didn't really start it till like 11 so yea, now i'm really tired. school is soo gay sometimes, like some classes are, and i have people in my classes that have always been in my grade, but i've just never met them before u know? but i dont really wanna make friends... i just wanna be w/ my old ones. sigh. i see them in the hallways, but its not the same. and i especially miss leen in gym and bio.. oh so me n kels walked to schroeder yesterday for her swim meet! it was like freezing and rainy but it was all good. and during her meet she made me go inside the school and flag down james, but i couldn't find him for the life of me! so yea i just watched her meet and they lost by only 4 points and i was soooooo pissed! i was about to like jump in the pool and start swimming cuz i was like "i know i can do better than this" which of course, i can't. so then when i got home (i got a ride, might i add) i got in trouble so i can't sleep over jaci's tonight! :-( it makes me mad; every time i wanna do something like randomly i get in trouble. so i can't like be spontaneous ever, cuz my dad will bet mad. w/e. this weekend is gonna be soo fun i'm really excited! tonight i'm going to yg w/ jaci and probly ben n ben (i hope, cuz i haven't seen them in forever, except yesterday when they had xc "practice" and podgy poo dropped off the face of the earth!). tommorow i'm going to her house n we're going to the greek fest (woot!) and we're gonna meet this kid who has his own tv show! then we're going to a pool party so yea. i'm really pumped. and i decided that people who always need a b/f or g/f to be happy are really annoying. like u know those ppl that are like living each day for the sole purpose of getting a b/f or g/f or like hooking up w/ someone, which is even more retarded. ppl are like "it makes u feel good when ppl flirt w/ u" but all that means is that u like don't feel comfortable w/ yourself till someone hits on u. idk i hope i never get annoying like that. guys, please punch me in the face if i ever become like that. its really been pissing me off since like 10 minutes ago. the end. leave a comment if u love me! xoxoxoxoxo, bri bri