whats w/ it being like 2 degrees outside and all day long in school it was like burning? oh well. so today was the first day of school and i'm not gonna lie, some of it was really fun. i'm just angry that summers over soooo soon. i should be like mature about it and be like "well school had to start sometime" but idk i'm mad. this summer was so awesome, it was like my favorite ever, so i guess its good that it ended before anything bad happened. today i realized how much i love my friends. like i came out of study hall and english and homeroom and like every other class that i hated and then i saw like kristen or lilia or eileen or someone, and it just like brought a smile to my face u know? so i'm really pumped for indoor to start cuz then i'll see them more. me n kris o have math together, which will probly keep me from going insane in that class. and lunch is gonna be sooo fun! the freshmen are sooo small i don't think i was ever that small! and orchestras gonna be good and yea i have really mixed feelings about this year. i'm just gonna try to make the most out of it like i always do. tommorow i have german and we'll see if i can make it through another yr. of that! ap english is already super hard and i'm too dumb to be in that class. like everyone else at least acts like they know what they're doing in that class, i figure i might as well look as confused as i am. so that waas my day. ugh i feel so old! like i know i'm really not, but i just wish i could go back a couple years just to enjoy being a kid a little longer. i'm sooo immature like last night on the last night of summer i just wanted to go out and do everything that i've always wanted to do haha. like i just wanted to stay up late talking to ppl and go swimming and eat junk food and watch all the dumb movies that are on at 1 in the morning. like i was like thinking that starting school would be like dying. well i did fall asleep at 1, but it wasn't b/c i was doing something cool, it was b/c i couldn't sleep. :-/ eh, oh well. gotta go do homework.. comment if u love me!