let the walls have their say.

by bri217
Listening to: emery
Feeling: abandoned
wow kids, it's only been 4 days but it's been the most intense 4 days of my life. well, almost. but very close. the end of camp was SO emotional for me! i'm so happy that i don't have to get up early again (until school starts), but i'm gonna miss everyone SO badly. like i cried about 4 times on friday! mostly i'm gonna miss being with jaci, ben, ben, and tim all the time, b/c we all have such busy lives and the only reason i saw them so much was that we were all counselors. especially tim, like i never have a reason to hang out with him. and i hope we all get to hang out more, cuz i'm gonna miss him. all of them, actually. now that i'm all done w/ SB2W for the summer, i'm quite sad. like idk what to do w/ myself. i have so much summer hw, too. ugh. and as much as i love my friends, i'm so exhausted and almost just wanna be with myself. i just wanna be at home not going somewhere. but that's not how it goes. so yea, i'm just really overwhelmed w/ people, and i haven't even had any time to think stuff through. so last night at joe bean jaci was like talking to the marshalls and everyone and i just decided to sit there and think. b/c i really needed to. ilu guys, have a super day.
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i love you bri...and we can cry together tonight! lol but i totally understand how u feel and how u have to like put on a front and act like ur happy with everything, which in reality u feel like u cant even handle ur own life. But i know ur tired and stuff, but tonight will be a good time to talk about everything and get all that stuff out and u know that we understand and care about u! so,in conclusion, iloveyou!
yeah i see how all that can get pretty emotional. but i love you to pieces. and i had an awesome time with you last night. now our lives are completely caught up. or at least i think so. whatever. have a great day babe!
so babe, i hope you are feeling ok about that " being in the spotlight" thing. i totally know what you mean. but from a different perspective. i've been watching my sister with her friends and she always has to the loud, crazier one. she's always talking about her and her family and it gets annoying, even for me. i don't know what that has to do with you, but i felt like sharing. i have never thought that you liked to get more attention....
than anyone else. maybe you do when your with jaci and the bens and whoever. but even if you are like that, i love you still. so yeah this really has nothign to do with your emtry anymore. but i loved hanging out with you yesterday and saturday. i had so much fun just sitting around talking and stuff. can't wait until next time!
so i just realized that i have already commeted. but that's cool. here comes number 4! haha, but i don't have anything to say. so have a greay day. i you!
thanks kris.. i love you so much!