wow i'm like so calm right now. i just feel so at peace with everything in my life. its just one of those things where i' feel so in the prescense of God, like i was reading a book and there was a story about a little boy trying to go on this big slide and he tried and tried and was finally so scared that he said "i need your help dad, its too big for me" and it made me like so aware about how whenever stuff is too much for us, God can handle it. and even when u don't notice it, he's there, feeling your pain. its so amazing to me. and b/c of that i feel super happy right now. everything that bothered me doesn't seem so big anymore. its one of those things where u look back on it and wondered why it even annoyed u at all. i'm really looking forward to this weekend. it's gonna be a good time. and i'm going to kristen's tonight and i'm really pumped about that. and i love all my friends. they're great. i hope we'll be friends forever.. spectacularly yours, ~*~bRiAnA~*~