me n my mom like don't agree on stuff a lot lately and its annoying X 10. she like doesn't understand me and doesn't even try to. its one of those things where i try to not let it get me down, but it does anyways u know? like i'm like "just talk reasonably to her, she'll listen" but i'm telling u, the woman doesn't listen. she like already has planned what she thinks of u in her head before u try to defend urself. ugh. its so gay cuz she makes up all this stuff about how she can't trust me to buy my own clothes. u know how ur mom always had to be w/ u to buy clothes in like 6th grade? well mine still does. she cant trust me, then whenever i ask why she doesn't she's like "its always about trust w/ u". ugh, it pisses me off so much. jacis the only one i talked to about it so far, no one else has been around to listen seeing as i've been gone all day. so me n mike n jaci and my family (and our family friends) all went to the outlet mall like all day today. well till 6. then i stayed at jacis and we changed and stuff (way to always wear each others clothes) and went to the tinman jones concert. it was a real good time, im soooo glad i went. i guess my whole day was good, cuz i didn't really start caring about all this stuff w/ my mom till i got home. but anyways, so drew was supposed to meet us there, but u know, he decided to stay home cuz he was tired. gay excuse i know. so me n jaci waited outside till this annoying girl from our church (not gonna mention any names...) came by and of course was glued to us for the rest of the night. i know its such a bad attitude, but we were just trying to get rid of her the whole time. i was really trying to have a good i'm third attitude u know? and be like "come sit w/ us" but too bad she already followed us everywhere we went so i didn't have the chance to. i really should be nicer to ppl i dont like, but shes jst one of those ppl that are so annoying u wanna cry when ur around them u know? she just really wants to be our friend i guess, but we don't want her to. its so hard sometimes, cuz i always try to include ppl and not be a jerk, but i've had enough. some time i'm just gonna start being a huge jerk and telling people off. its almost like leading her on u know? like giving her hope that she possibly could be our friend. but anyways, the concert was amazing, me n jaci had so much fun, i met a cool kid named jordan who got a guitar pick from the band for me. thats it. then i went home and talked to pat who had a horrible first day of school which i feel so terrible about and paul who had some drama w/ this girl. its like too much, i sometimes dont even wanna help ppl anymore, but at the same time i do. so in conclusion, i love jaci, i love meeting random boys at concerts, i hope pat has a super 2nd day, i rly need to talk stuff out w/ my mom, and i love shopping. leave a comment if u love me...