would you take my hand and never let me go? promise me you'll nEvEr let me go.. this was a pretty crazy week i must say. tues. i was sick again. wed. i came to only half of practice. i wish i wasn't so darn sick. it's annoying. then on thurs. we had quite the drama at practice, that i'd rather not discuss. lets just say it was crazy. then on friday we had our 2ND meet of the season, at the most ghetto track. not only is it small and i had to run in the 4th lane (up against the wall) but someone thought it'd be hilarious to pull the fire alarm and we all had to leave. but it made me laugh mostly cuz it went along w/ the ghettoness of the rest of the meet! and then we tried to sneak in the freshman "semiformal" but we got caught. man it was such a joke! and then today i had orchestra in the morning and then hung out w/ james. sadly i see him never even though he's my neighbor. and we had fun. and then i had to go babysit [where i am now] so he stayed and played basketball w/ the rest of my family.. haha! so i guess you could say that i've been good. idk, it's hard to explain since i'm sick and very worn out. yea, i am good. and i realized i'm very sick of fake people. like it makes me sick to my stomach to hear all about who kissed who or who said what to who. i couldn't care less. and i'm annoyed with everyone feeling like they need to look good all the time, or say the right thing or do the right thing all the time. and when they think they need to do EVERYTHING to get noticed. i figure that if it's meant to be, the right person will notice you even if you're not trying. idk why i felt the need to share this, i just did. sorry this is all so long! love, me ps- k.O. i'm sorry. i really am. i didn't know it made you feel that way. i didn't mean for it to. but you have nothing to worry about. you're awesome and there's no way that he would like me more than you. i promise! ilu to pieces!