yay guys, i finally updated! and guess what? i drove today, after practice. i was about to cry until my dad calmed me down. i'm scared to death to drive, not gonna lie. so that was fun. i'm a good driver except i stop like 100 feet before stop signs, and then i went off the side of the road and my dad was like "brianaaaaa!" i just laughed. so track is ok, i guess. i did the distance workout today. good times. actually, not really, it was kinda intense. i'm kinda stressed right now. and tired. and i haven't done anything with my friends for a long time. it's not the same seeing them at school and practice. i really miss having a social life. and this weekend is going to be so busy that i'm not sure i'll have any fun. i have my meet on saturday. and it's early. so i won't be able to go to all of the lock-in. or maybe any of it. and that makes me sad. and you know what else makes me sad? that charlie's sick. and people are just going on wasting their lives away by drinking or doing drugs or other dumb stuff like that and he might not even make it through college. and i'm mostly mad that people just waste their lives away like that. because they don't even realize how lucky they are. and thats all for tonight. comment please. i love you all, briana.