once again, i have to be super quick. so in about 40 minutes i'm leaving to go on my retreat (!) which i'm so pumped about cuz i really need to get away from everything. theres one person whos really been dragging me down, and its too much. i promise right here and right now that i'll never again let anyone dictate how i should feel or act. controlling people are absolutely no fun to be around. i've had enough and last night i was really at peace. like i think i know what it feels like to be broken, but i'm glad cuz now i know just how much i need God and my friends. like this whole thing makes me realize how awesome my good friends are. so i'm glad for that. i know its all under control now and i won't have to worry about it again till monday. or maybe forever. so i hope u all have an awesome weekend and don't get hit by any cars or anything. but seriously, have fun and never forget that i love u! :-* love xoxo, bRiAnA