HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN LILIA! i hope it was a really great day for u. idk what to think.. don't get me wrong, i love my friends so much, but sometimes its just hard to deal w/ all the drama. like sometimes i almost think it would be easier to not have friends. b/c they tell me stuff, and i try to help, but i can't. and i hate not being able to do anything. i like feel helpless.. and i have to keep it all inside. and its hard for me to not tell the one person that needs to know u know? i think the worst is knowing someone needs to know something, but not being able to tell them. cuz then it like hurts every time u see them. idk. i guess i'm good other than that. today was lots of fun, i'm just really tired so its bringing this out of me. i think i need to go somewhere tonight. like to get away from this. wish i knew just what to say, briana.