okay, this really wasn't a nightmare, but it could've been if i didn't wake up for work, lol. i don't understand my sudden outburst of nightmares, and they're mostly about me losing people close to me, and in anyway possible, fights and even death, i don't understand what they mean, am i being too distant? on to a next topic, i am so tired from work today, the power went out, and we were still going to serve dinner, but then we found out that we might not have power for a day or a day in a half! errr! and i have to work from 7am to close tomorrow! lol! i always have something wrong in my life! lol! well! ben and i went shopping yesterday, it was fun! lol! i bought a lot of cool clothes that i cant wait to wear! they are sexy ;) ...well on someone else they are! lol! so... how has everyone been? lol! sarah: hey i tried calling but it looks like you are away on vaca! lol! sorry i would've called sooner but parents never remember who call me! lol! okay i'll talk to everyone later! love lots! okay i'm gunna update! first i had a great shopping day with ben, and then i decided that i have the two best guys in my life, and that i couldn't get any luckier then to have a great best friend who loves me and a good bf who cares about me! lol! then i finally got a hlod of sarah, and she is coming to pats on weds, and then we we talked for a while, and then ash told me about her thing and i love this skirt that i bought and am now wearing! car already read this but i wanted people to know! lol!