well for being really stressed i am really happy! lol! i had a wonderful night last night, and i have a feeling things are going to be looking up in my love life catagory soon! :) well i have realized that i was ignorant for trying to keep my heart from ruling my life...i love is the basis of my living, and i never even realized how much a rely on my heart to keep me sane. i live to love and love to live! lol! and this is why i feel like i'm a giddy school girl! lol! and i dont know if i even am in love...i guess i could if i looked, but i dont have a name in mind! but back to reality, i have a test today, i'm kinda nervious, since i am a nervious reck lately...well hopefully this weekend will get better.