so now thngs are going back to normal, but it feels empty in my life. christine is leaving at the semester, and well i'm both happy and sad. now i would not have anyone to talk to at my dad's house...well i could tlak to him or the cow, but i have feeling things might get a little rough soon...he hasn't found anyting to yell at me for in a while, he has to be gettng an itch! lol! well relationship wise, my life is going no where! and i know that might be good, but right now i am feeling a big need of being held...i haven't been truely held in a long time, and i know i shouldnt need a boyfriend to do it, but i dont have my mom to so it anymore. it's surprising how much you'll miss them when their gone!