i am really happy! i cant explain it, but teaching those blocks today seemed to really up my mood! :D i cant believe how much i love teaching! well anyway, back to relationships, since that's all i ever think about! anyway! i dont know what to think anymore. i want to feel love, i want to find the one, and well it just isn't getting any better. i know i could have a relationship with anyone, but i dontwnt anyone! i want the one! er! i dont know! i have choices, but i am afraid of choosing the wrong one! i never regret, adn i dont want to start! i need a hug, or kiss...okay i need a lot more than that, but i have to wait another year ;)