loneliness

by brightside21
well my want for a relationship has made its way to a need. i dont know why i have become so dependent on relationships, but i think..."in theory" lol...that i am frantically looking to find something solid. someone to be there and hold me. even when i am around my friends there's this emptiness inside me, and i can feel the hole getting bigger. i'm not sure what i should do. i've been trying to busy myself with homework and work, but once i sit down, just for a second, i feel it. it's becoming a desease, but i cant find the cure! i miss my mom so much! i dont feel lime i'm even living anymore. this has to be a bad dream. my mom wouldn't leave me alone like this. if you guys bever want to listen to me again, then that's koay, but just listen one more time...dont let the one you love go. keep them close, adn make sure to let them know you're there. you never know how long they're going to be there...dont ever take advantage of the time you have with them!
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"Je suis prest." I am ready. Good book. So I hate to tell you this Rachel but a relationship isn't going to get rid of the hole that's there. It will for the first few blissful months but then the hole will start to creep back in. At least that's the case with me so I dunno. A relationship certainly does help when the hole comes back though. I dunno. I just don't want you thinking that you need a relationship in order to be happy.
wow, that sounds like a very complicating issue, i hope it works out, other then listening i don't think there is alot i can do to help, -nathan-
well, though i doubt i know what i'm talking about, mabye you dont need a relation ship to be happy... mabye you just belive you do.it seems as though you have been relying on relationships to keep you happy for so long that you have lost any other way. yet, what was lost may always be found. it may take a time, work, and sacrafice, and i'm not saying stop whith relationships and the like, but... i suppose just live. see what happens. dont worry.
Rachel don't give up on relationships, I want to right now too but as long as you have the ability to care about someone you should be able to. Don't rush anything though. Friend.