so i talked to my mom today...i let all of my greif out of my system! lol! well steve thinks that christine and i are having mental break downs...hmm...maybe! i finally ate though. hm...i didn't eat for like 40 hours in a row! i know its not healthy, but it was part of my process of getting better! lol! well i am staying at my dad's house, not because i want to, but because i fel the need of being evil. i was thinking after i talked to my mom...well i am goign to make life hell!