well it is now 12 am so it is now the 23rd so i need a new entry and i changed header pic im feeling pretty crappy right now which is probably why i cant sleep getting kinda sick of how things are going for me right now cant decide if i should privitize this entry or not if i do i can vent but im getting sick of privitizing all my entries only 2 people read these anyway so it shouldnt matter jeffs sad because the chic he wants doesnt want him and im sad because the chic i have doesnt want me which doesnt work out the greatest im pretty sure im better of dating a brick maybe the sex would be better too? wouldnt have to worry about getting crabs either i dont want to go to skool tomorow and im sure ill be tired seeing as how im staying up late maybe ill just make a super secret diary that i wont tell the name to anyone that way no one can find me and i wont have to privitize my stuff it is now 12.06 ive been typing for 6 minutes and im running low on things to say...im not really in the mood to put up another retarded quote either and sarah you should definently have that party friday that would probably make me feel at least 9x better because id be out with friends or if not a party somthing at least? i wish i was a hawk that would be fun im not sure where that came from im pretty sure lack of sleep over the last 4 days is getting to me its 12.09 now i suppose i shall go watch movie or somthing and try to sleep night everyone....