what a craptastic day what a craptastic week well i went to the movie and it just further proved what i said in my private entry wow i really have a lot of friends seeing as 3 other people even went and one ive only seen once before in my life... seems ive been rejected by everyone lately and its begining to really suck everything i try at seems to fail but then again im out of here in less then 6 months leaving my past behind me and starting over if you could only read my last entry that would make so much more sense to you therapy has done nothing for my self esteem at all but im sure its just gotten to a point where its so bad i need to start over god i wish someone gave a fuck about me and not some damn stalker who only likes me for looks which is incredibly gay why do i have to be the way i am? why cant i just be happy? why has this week been so incredibly shitty? why doesnt any one care? fuck...