all hobos should rob banks because if they did and got away with it they would be rich and if they didnt they would be sent to prison where they would be fed and have shelter all at the expense of the taxpayers well on a more serious note my dad got out of the hospital today he has an infection of some sort in his man organs i didnt ask any more questions as i was going to throw up...also he was talking to me because apparently today i seemed sad which in a way i was but my dad has never talked to me in person like this he was the one that called the skool and told them my mom beats me but he never talked to me in person as he is never home but he did and i told him i didnt need to talk which in truth i dont as im fairly happy ive gotten kind of used to being alone so that doesnt bug me but my dad is definently someone i can talk to when im down as my stepsister his daughter killed herself at the age of 16 i love my dad and would never dream of putting him through that again life can never get so bad that it is not worth living life is as fun and as enjoyable as you choose to make it if you choose to dwell on small failures and not focus on the big accomplishments in life then thats your own fault and only you can fix it good friends can make all the difference also i had just got dumped by my gf of almost 2 and a half years yet you could not tell a difference in me at all as i spent alot of time with friends and became closer with them and if any of my friends ever feel down remember i am here for you and if you need anything dont hesitate to call me or email me or anything if you need i will come to you and try my best to comfort you no matter what time it is because if you really know me you know i dont ever sleep i get maybe 4 hours of sleep every 3 days as i dont need sleep or else god wouldnt have made caffeine also for all you douche bags out there that see me and think what a gothic kid you guys are all faggets i like the color black and am not depressed the only scratches you will see on my are from my retarded cat and thats only because he doesnt like the snow and attacks me when i throw him in there so remember if you feel down you can always come talk to me as i know much more about depression then you may think and if you ever need a hug just remember im here taking donations....and also if your feeling down remember life can only get better... last thing something i was sent... 1. At least 2 people in this world LOVE you so much they would DiE for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A SMiLE from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special&unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you BELiEVE in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. FORGET about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.