So basically Meagan FINALLY got to sleep over last night and we watched a bunch of movies. It doesn't sound that exciting but I was happy. I didn't really feel like going out and I was really turned off by me being able to go out with Kate and the other kidlets but no Meagan so I stayed with MeMe bcuz she is leaving on like Tuesday and she never sleeps over!! Kate got kinda mad.. thats only cuz she was a tad drunk lol. But she called me this morning and I love her more than cuddling and free pizza. Speaking of free pizza I visited Norman at work yesterday and he gave me a free pizza and I got to see Cassie who I have not seen in LIKE FOREVER!! So that was basically cute times like 100. And I also love Norman and hip sex because he's sweet and hip sex is just funny. Jared came over yesterday with Chris to and it was pretty cute. We didn't do much we just watched some of Harold and Kumar. I wished they could have come over longer because we could have chilled longer. But GUESS WHAT!! Jared got me THE CUTEST THING EVER! It's a sign that says "Princess Parking Only <-----> All Others Will Be Towed." How I adore him. It's actually the cutest thing and it's really thoughtful to. He's so sweet. So tonight I R Babysitting. Cody and Andrew wana come over and get drunk with me but honestly who does that when their babysitting lol. So I am doubting I will call them but I really want Kat to come over when she's done babysitting so I believe she will around 10 or 11 and just come babysit till I am done and yea. Because she's leaving me to and going to Denver. Everyones leaving :(. Okay like not cool. But I'm working at Jersey City for like 4 days for $10 an hour and so is Meagan but we're not working together which is a little lame but thats okay. I'm just glad cuz i'll have some money for xmas presents for the other people I havn't gotten them for yet. I have to shopping tomorrow. I seriously don't know where Ima get the money. But I will find a way!! I've also begun to ponder that I lost probably one of the best people I know to drugs. Which sucks because he was like a cousin to me. I hope he knows what a great kid he is and how much fun I had with him before. Like going down to 17th and shopping and making puns and going for vietnamese. I do love him and I always will even if its not mutual. He's special and I miss him alot. I am so worried about him to. I can't do anything though which makes me want to cry like actually just thinking about it is enough to make my throat feel all choked up and get me ready to cry. He probably has no idea that he means that much to me, he's like family. He won't know though, because even if I try to explain it, it turns into bitching about his drug habits. I'm not going to bitch because I guess everyone learns their own lesson. I just hate watching people fall and not being able to help them get back up. Well basically boy I love you and you are so much better without the drugs. Well peace.love.butterflies. The Princess xo