So fuck this noise. If I could bold that I would. I don't know why but I'm pretty t'od right now...And I'm also wondering..if anyone even reads this diary thing.. I guess I don't care.. but really does anyone?? Anyhoo.. I dunno why but people are being really lame. I kinda pretty much want to feel pretty but I can't. Because pictures are a lie..cuz I'm just REAL damned photogenic..srsly. So if you look at my nex : PinxFcuk.. you will see that I am photogenic.. and when people say I'm pretty.. on the internet.. I don't believe it.. it means nothing..cuz I know and everyone else knows.. I don't even loook that way in real life. And my mother could have NEVER said anything as stupid as "haha Rob.. Kelli says she's getting a fake when her braces come off so she can come to concerts with us.." I was like are you a douchebag!?!! See I used to be able to tell my mom EVERYTHING but not anymore ..cuz she's changed. And I guess I realized that today. Which kinda sucks. But O well.. And you know what.. what the hell am I going to do with my life.. I mean I truly would LOVE to be a pshycologist and work with teenagers buut I don't have the grades// I mean if everything was based on common sense smarts..shit I'd have a degree in no time.. But life isn't that easy.. I really wana be something. I really hope I get some chance on Canadian Idol... I hope I just get to go.. Cuz I'd die so happy if I could sing.. Well I miss my best friend. She keeps me whole. Fuck this really sucks. Kay well byee. ♥ Princess Photogenic.