Dear Diary. LoL iLnorthboys with all my heart! ♥ They came over!! FINALLY! I got to see my loves!! And cuz I was in trouble they went to the park .. and waited till my units left.. ♥♥ It was soo nice.. Kara, Nick, Brandon, Kimmeh, Amanda, Brook and Meagan all came too which was rad core! We had some drinks.. Kara, Kimmeh,and Kat were sloshed. Which was definatly interesting.. lol but we wont get into that. Haha. Everyone had fun though I hope. And I'm glad Meagan came over.. other than being sad about boys. But I swear to god if he says one more thing about her being hit on by other guys.. or suggesting anything about her and other guys.. ima bitch slap him so he has a big handprint// srsly. It's quite clear Meagan is a fox.. but that really does not change who she is. As of today, I vow to lose 20lbs by February 15th. That gives me a month. I vow not to eat chips.. cake.. brownies..any of that shit. Because.. I want to like myself. Everything about myself. So this girl kissed this boy..that broke me a bit. Not cuz ilhim. BUT because i did L him lots&&lots// and I might not be fully over it.. which is okay.. I know it won't ever happen.. I wasn't even really mad at first.. I guess that when it got thrown in my face I cared lots..and that was a drunk accident. O well everyone else is happy. So I am to. I'm just still so happy I got to see those boys. ♥Daniel&Dustin&Jason&Justin&KevinL&Paul♥