I don't need anyone but my best girl friends. If you my nigga you my nigga till the end Fuck a bill, fuck a bitch, fuck a benz Let’s toast till we die Roll up the weed and blow the smoke in the sky And Maybe my little sybs and mommy and daddy. I'm really starting to think nothings going to happen, like actually. Because its like one minute its the sweetest thing ever and the next its fucking confusing bullshit. Just another I don't know and next thing you know its going be I don't want one of those. DumbDumbDumb. Kats leaving Xmas day to Denver for a flipping week and Meagan is leaving till Xmas day and Mexican is gone till like end of break. Which is poo. I definatly plan on just losing LOTS of weight while my negros are gone. Then when Meagan and I go to Value Village and get really tiny jeans and make them really slutty and wholy and ripped the boys will be like DAMN. Wow IRSWEET. Me and Kat read the sex books at Chapters again today and learned ourselves. Then I got upset and Meagan came and picked me up and we watched Rob Zombies " The Devil's Rejects" and it was sweeeeeeeeetx3, and now I R at home and have no parents typically. I also got some Xmas presents their cute. I feel awful about the way some were obtained. But yea. O yea and Adam told me that since there is no such thing as perfection I'm as close as you can get to perfect. He's really sweet and I wished he loved himself just a bit more. Love The Princess xo<3